When we are not good enough!
If anybody could open up our hearts, what would they find? we have things packed up in some closet in our hearts that if opened they could be some landslide! the closet is so locked somewhere at the bottom of our hearts and the key holder as they say died long goes, so as long as the key cannot be found, those things, emotions, anger, love are locked up and forgotten! i dont know people who love to keep things like the likes of us all! why do we keep them? why would someone be soo angry with us and look at us and smile while the other person has no idea what they did! pls people, lets just grow up! If i wrong you just walk straight up and tell me, then al tell you why i wronged then we can agree to disagre, hug in tears proclaiming our love(gals!lol) or just make sure that spot we met will never grow nothing again! however we choose to resolve it just walk up and say how you feel!
Talking about what we feel free's us from some kind of self imprisonment! Walking away makes us sad but hey walking away is the best thing that could happen to some of us! the dreams we had, the goals we had and the things we wanted to do! we can walk away from them if we find out they are not right for us or they are not worth it anymore. We never know anything better until we find it out! All of us are convinced what we believe in, what we are taught by society, and that's why they say, when we travel large we change, because we get to see other different things, Then we fight with them because we knew and believed what we have known all along! lets open up our hearts, open up our closets and sort the dirt form the pure, the worth and rubbish, save some and walk out on some!It is hard to walk away but it is harder to live with regrets!
Today i have been opening up my closet! music wise(sori. i knw u were all ears), i have listened to soo much music that sends out peoples emotions and i got to understand alot about why people hurt themselves or commite suicide. The world is a good place and life is fun and great to be enjoyed. I never really sometimes understood why someone would want to leave this world, but after today, i have an idea why. Talk about us and judging other people, we are all different and some can take people judging them so lightly and others cant just take it! So if we all have trash in our closets, why do we feel the need to judge, why do we feel the need to condemn people on doing right or wrong! To me you can follow your heart and its always right if it does not hurt someone else. And a close friend of mine said it well. When its right, u know its right, you are happy!
The fact that our beliefs, our societies, our careers, our friends have set standards on us is the thing that has us having locked closets in our hearts. Even when things seems so right and we really want to do them, we give them up and forget them and put them somewhere behind our head! We are challenged by stigma and how others will view us. we suffer silently cos we feel its wrong doing right things in darkness, for the fear of being judged. We get angry for set standards, and we end up giving up! Alot of us believe in diffrent things, but we should learn to respect what other people believe in and learn not to judge that. And believe me, we shall be happy.
If we keep listening to what others say, we cannot live, we need to know and be brave to do what we want to do with our lives because whether we do it or not people will always talk, rem some people still have no jobs and they sit around and just follow up your life! that's their job, we do our jobs. lets try and be brave and set a good example to the young about being brave and not filling up our closets.Sometimes we refuse to be fragile. We refuse to let anyone past the barriers that hold the tears because then they break down. We let people think they see us, when really, We have layers and layers of pain to break through that few have ever reached. And we know people who are the same way...and it hurts us, because how can we love others if we can't love ourselves? and we have no idea how. we want to love them. but we don't want to love ourselves....
one verse form lullaby by nickelback:
well, i know the feeling of finding yourself,
stuck out of the ledge,
and there aint no healing from cutting
yourself with a jagged edge
i am telling you that, its never that bad
take it from someone whose been where you're at
laid out on the floor and your not sure you can take it anymore.
just give it on more try, you are not alone.
I challenge us that when we feel we are not good enough, we can be brave, let out how we feel because honestly that's the only way we will know we are not alone! PEACE! WE HAVE 1 LIFE AND AM SORRY THERE IS NO REHEARSAL!! GET OUT THERE AND JUST DO IT!!!
Talking about what we feel free's us from some kind of self imprisonment! Walking away makes us sad but hey walking away is the best thing that could happen to some of us! the dreams we had, the goals we had and the things we wanted to do! we can walk away from them if we find out they are not right for us or they are not worth it anymore. We never know anything better until we find it out! All of us are convinced what we believe in, what we are taught by society, and that's why they say, when we travel large we change, because we get to see other different things, Then we fight with them because we knew and believed what we have known all along! lets open up our hearts, open up our closets and sort the dirt form the pure, the worth and rubbish, save some and walk out on some!It is hard to walk away but it is harder to live with regrets!
Today i have been opening up my closet! music wise(sori. i knw u were all ears), i have listened to soo much music that sends out peoples emotions and i got to understand alot about why people hurt themselves or commite suicide. The world is a good place and life is fun and great to be enjoyed. I never really sometimes understood why someone would want to leave this world, but after today, i have an idea why. Talk about us and judging other people, we are all different and some can take people judging them so lightly and others cant just take it! So if we all have trash in our closets, why do we feel the need to judge, why do we feel the need to condemn people on doing right or wrong! To me you can follow your heart and its always right if it does not hurt someone else. And a close friend of mine said it well. When its right, u know its right, you are happy!
The fact that our beliefs, our societies, our careers, our friends have set standards on us is the thing that has us having locked closets in our hearts. Even when things seems so right and we really want to do them, we give them up and forget them and put them somewhere behind our head! We are challenged by stigma and how others will view us. we suffer silently cos we feel its wrong doing right things in darkness, for the fear of being judged. We get angry for set standards, and we end up giving up! Alot of us believe in diffrent things, but we should learn to respect what other people believe in and learn not to judge that. And believe me, we shall be happy.
If we keep listening to what others say, we cannot live, we need to know and be brave to do what we want to do with our lives because whether we do it or not people will always talk, rem some people still have no jobs and they sit around and just follow up your life! that's their job, we do our jobs. lets try and be brave and set a good example to the young about being brave and not filling up our closets.Sometimes we refuse to be fragile. We refuse to let anyone past the barriers that hold the tears because then they break down. We let people think they see us, when really, We have layers and layers of pain to break through that few have ever reached. And we know people who are the same way...and it hurts us, because how can we love others if we can't love ourselves? and we have no idea how. we want to love them. but we don't want to love ourselves....
one verse form lullaby by nickelback:
well, i know the feeling of finding yourself,
stuck out of the ledge,
and there aint no healing from cutting
yourself with a jagged edge
i am telling you that, its never that bad
take it from someone whose been where you're at
laid out on the floor and your not sure you can take it anymore.
just give it on more try, you are not alone.
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