lizzet

when someone gives me a bad look, i wonder why he/she is looking at me like that, the other day as i saw someone do it on the bus, i wondered, DOES EVERYONE WONDER WHY I SMILE AT THEM? Having lived and visited many places, i know there are smiley people in this world and i know there are people who have no use for smiles. I live in a very shy community and before smiling became toxic, it was very dull. I used to miss all the people who walked past me in my homecountry and wave good morning, i missed the morning discussions on the bus. I missed how we would pass by streets and some stranger smiled at you. Maybe the people here have changed now or is it that i got used to the community? I smile everywhere, i smile alone, even when am soo sad you can see my tears and someone says something funny, i smile. A smile brightens someone else,s day, its the most beautiful curve we have. Every time my niece smiles at me, my heart melts, when an old grandma or grandpa gives me their toothless ...

Many are the times i have wondered, 'am i satisfied with my life?'. A few years back in college i used to have random chats with my cousin. He was abit older than me but i could not agree with him when he would tell me that in 5 year's time, my mind would be completely different in terms of my thoughts and that i would totally believe in things i never believed in. I was completely wrong, because its been like 9 years now and my mind is nowhere in those thoughts and believes i had. In my own little mind, i thought i would get married to my first love, even after he had broken my heart.Then at some point i believed there was no true love and that people get married in a sort of understanding each other just because we are human beings and we need companionship, Now i believe you can love a person, because no one is perfect and u should try to make the imperfect perfect in your partner(though not in all cases, only when the other party feels the same and is willing to do the ...